All I want to do right now is eat. Maybe make a PB&J. Or some pretzels and Nutella. Or cheese and strawberries. Or I could literally run down to Culver's and get whatever I want. I live about two blocks away.
But, I won't.
Today was a good day, actually. Yogurt, almonds, blueberries, a Lean Cuisine for lunch...and then dinner. But, my mind is getting to me now. "Just eat something. Whatever. Like it's really that big of a deal." But, it IS a big deal. This is discipline, which I sorely need. And eating healthy food in moderation and at reasonable times is going to pay-off. And I know it will get easier. Just gotta stick with it.
Thanks for letting me vent.
I actually need to workout yet tonight. That's one of the things I'm looking forward to; getting strong again. I'm tired of this gut. I want abs again. And strong arm(s). As I was jiggling, er, jogging yesterday, that's what I was thinking. "This is great, but I can't wait to have a tight, strong core again. And powerful legs." It's going to take a lot of work, but it'll be worth it.
That's what's on my mind tonight. I don't want to force the "why am I doing it?" stuff or the specifics/expectations, so I'll let them make their way in here when they're good and ready.
For now, I gotta work on my abs for 8-minutes with that dude. "This will never hurt you!"
Shut up, dude.
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